I do not deserve to feel
fear
ravaged by your eyes
as you undress me
with the very same eyes
that beheld your wife
when she was still perfect
as they have beheld
so many other women
before and after me
I do not deserve to feel
helpless
as I fear your hands will
reach closer to my bra strap
I cannot push you away
my arms ramen noodles
my brain pounded fruit
my teeth white pebbles
so I cannot bite you as you
force yourself towards me
I do not deserve to feel
nothing
as you breathe
moisture on your breath
in your scraggly beard
spittle and worse in my hair
you made me dirty
drenched me in your scent
marked your territory
you are done
finally
and I am empty
as you dress
kiss me, mouth foul
leave
your wife would cry
for she does know that
my father should not treat me so
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