Dear Harriet
This was supposed to be our night.
This was supposed to be perfect and then She turned up and stole you and
ruined
everything
And NO we cannot be friends so STOP ASKING me to get along with her.
Look, I'm ignoring the fact you CHEATED because I think you'll be happier with her than me but... it's just not fair.
So stop asking me to smile whenever you see me because it's not happening. You broke my heart into itty-bitty pieces and I know some can be put back together by someone else but I wanted you to be the one to fix me when I fell down.
I didn't want any of this to happen when I introduced the two of you, and that hurts even more because if I had just let Her get kicked out of college and stop her from asking me for smart friends that could tutor her than this would NEVER have happened.
And oh, god, I'm so terrified standing here in front of a group of your friends. But that's what you get, I guess, after you dump the one person you thought would always be there after they weren't. Especially if that one person was of the same gender, because gay means happy and that's what we were supposed to be! Happy! Because lesbians stay together forever, everyone knows that, even if one of them isn't exactly a full lesbian because oh, if she's with you or lots of women she's chosen to come out of the closet! but no that's NOT how it works, bi is bi no matter who they fall for or how many times they fall for someone like that.
H, I don't know why I'm defending you so much here! We went through so much of this I guess, I just needed to know I could say it on my own terms, instead of just backing someone else up. Just thought you should know, no matter that you're probably here with your new girl. I need to tell you, to get closer to Closure - I love you.
Love
Amber.
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